Around
this time 2 years ago. ( August 2013) > Today (August 2015)
Back
then I was very insecure with my body. I was making changes but I wasn't
doing my best. In the process I didn't hate myself.. But I also didn't
love myself because I didn't always put myself first. I was reckless in
thinking I could always just hide everything as long as I dressed in
layers and baggy clothes. I would always compare myself to others and
put myself down. Whilst I naturally still compare myself to others, it's
different now. I get inspired and motivated and want to know about
their story. The difference between then and now is that I'm more aware
and I'm putting myself first and I am interested in learning more about
my bodys capabilities as time goes on and I have dreams to push myself
further.. I still have a lot to accomplish and look forward to in life,
but with a lot that's going on in this world, all the influences,
messages and bar of expectations... I find peace, balance, comfort and
happiness when my health and fitness is under control and rather than to
just ignore it and hide it like I used to, I'm trying my hardest to
embrace it all.. My body, my cerebral palsy ect.. I know I always write a
lot about my fitness journey but I'm just that passionate about it
now.. About progression and getting stronger, healthier, more fit. The
only way to go through life Is to move forward and i really don't want
to ever revert back to a place where I wasn't at my full potential. So
to anyone out there who needs to hear words of encouragement: as harsh
as the world can be, know you can always get back up and bounce back.
Just tell yourself everyday that you're worthy and you can gain control
again if you put your mind to it even if you're just moving slowly. Once
you gain control you'll be at peace with yourself and you'll be happy
and you will thank yourself for starting. #thinkhappybehappy #snowwhite #bbg #slowandsteady #progress #thenandnow #cerebralpalsy
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